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WARNING
Bitching and moaning to follow, so if you're not up to it please don't go past the line! Just know that I'm back from Athens and I hope everyone is doing well! Oh, and that I probably won't read your recent posts, cause my Inbox is packed!

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I am back from Athens
Missed one day of work in the process - I called in sick and stayed in Athens an extra day

I am kind of tired, so this is mainly to inform you all that I tried to catch up on all your blogs, but didn't quite make it...
I think I'm tired in general, and not just because I didn't sleep much, or because the cat was so excited to see a familiar face that saw fit to chew my hair all night long, or because I went around so much and saw so many things...
I'm tired because every time I go to Athens I realize that I'm nobody, doing nothing in an empty city and that, in Greece, the life is down there... and I'm up here... and i don't know what the hell i'm doing staying here, when I should be down there, living it up...

I feel like I'm way too comfortable here, doing a job I hate, living in a city I've come to hate, simply because I have a job and a roof over my head. I know that having a job is nothing to be taken for granted or lightly and that it is extremely precious and all that. And, believe me, that's the only thing that's keeping me at it... Because I hate everything about it, and you've heard me bitch and moan about it for way too long. Every once in a while, though, I get this feeling that I feel like I'm a bit more creative a person than what I give myself credit for through my job and my everyday life, and if I keep burying it, it will, eventually, suffocate and die - if that hasn't already happened!

Panos has been looking for a job in Athens forever, and I really do hope he finds one. That may mean the end of us - cause I don't really know if I can find something down there, it's a jungle down there! - but he really should be doing something better than what he does right now - he is miserable, and that brings me down too, and we shouldn't be miserable, right?

Anyway... Am I ranting? Does 10 minutes of typing a ranting make? If yes, well, then, scusi!

Ha!

Hope everyone's doing fine!